Boom Boom...how you get so sex-cee?

I am so in lust right now its ridiculous! Hormones raging like Im a teenager again (hahaha im 20 snitches!) Lets see what happens with this one.....

Dreamcatcher

"Dreamed of you this morning,
Then came the dawn and ,
I thought that you were here with me,
If you could only see how much I loved you,
You'd wanna trust me
Oh in my dreams I was loving you
Every place that you wanted me to
Since I've been having dreams and fantasies baby
I'd like to make love to you right here baby...."

-Excerpt from Soon I'll Be Loving You Again by Marvin Gaye. Also the sample used in Jay-Z's American Dreamin'

My dreams lately have been similar to this and it's killing me. I DON'T WANT TO THINK OF YOU! I think Imma write a song called Dreamcatcher and talk about being haunted in my dreams by my past loves....stay tuned....

I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW! UGGGHHHHHHHH!

I hate this feeling that I'm having right now. I feel sick. I feel hungry. I feel lonely. I feel tired. I feel, well BAD. And it's because of you. WHYYYYYY!? How can I be so stupid to fall for you over and over and over again? Cause you make my record skip. I need to get off of you. I'm going to rehab later today. Peace.

Icebreaker

I wrote, well started writing a new song today. It's called Icebreaker. It [like the large majority of my work] is based on a true story. What drove me to write this song was an awkward moment I had today. I refused to become your victim, again.

Flashback.....it was awkward, looking back, for me to break the ice. I mean, we didn't even know each other. I didn't even know your name. But the way you kept looking at me, mmmmm, it gave me courage and the green light. I quickly got caught up. But soon as I spoke up, as soon as I show some interest in you, you wanna get detached, leaving me feeling....well, awkward. And so fast-forward to the present. Same ol, same ol from you. I wanna feel pressed but not this time. If you wanna talk, you know where to find me. So I ignored you. It felt good because I knew you was looking at me. I could feel you looking at me. It felt bad. I felt terrible because it's not like me to give someone the cold shoulder. I guess you taught me well, right?

Icebreaker, it might make the cut to Love Letters, IDK. WE SHALL SEE.

Oh it's what YOU do to me.......dedicated to someone special

Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? I have and let me tell you it SUCKS! LOL not the relationship, just the situation and the circumstances. It was hard. It was beautiful. It was sad. It is over. But we're still good friends and I love that. Maybe our time isn't right now. Maybe we can be together one day....I gotta finish school in three years and I'm gone, moving away. Sometimes life is like a good movie, I just can't wait to see what happens next =]

Is This Love?

I wanna love you and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
We'll share the same room [yeah] for Jah provide the bread
Is this love, is this love, is this love
Is this love that I'm feelin?
Is this love, is this love, is this love
Is this love that I'm feelin?
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know now
I got to know, got to know, got to know now

I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I'm willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table!

Bob Marley was a beast, a man that I can relate to.