Blame it on the LACK of parking

Im so mad. I didnt go to my photo class today. Now before you jump on me (like black people often do) let me explain. I did everything in my power to get there early, I really did. Left the house at 1pm, got there at 1:28. Okay cool...cause I ALREADY KNOW how bad the parking is at Bergen Hall. So Im driving around in circles for literally 45 minutes trying to get parking but NOTHING BECOMES AVAILABLE. At this point I give up because we have a strict attendance policy at SCAD. 15 minutes late = an absence and the 5th absence = failure of the class. Im so pissed off right now because its not my freaking fault that they spend all our money on imported fish! BUILD BETTER PARKING!! And they cant even throw the whole, be there extra early bullcrap on me because I WAS THERE 30+ minutes ahead of time!!

Love is Evil

I cannot believe how stupid you are...I almost want to cry but I dont want to give you that satisfaction...why love someone when they only hurt you in the end? Fuck that!

Damn if you only knew the pain I'm going through right now. I feel like God has left me. I feel alone. They tell me to be strong and to pray about it. Yeah, that's SOOOOO easy to say, but to do it? I'd rather hate you. I'd rather be mad. I'd rather make you feel exactly how you make me feel. I'd rather be Terrence McSnilwar and walk on the dark side. Love, FUCK LOVE! Love has done nothing but hurt me ALL MY FUCKING LIFE SO FUCK IT and GOOD BYE!

Confrontation

Confrontation. I hate confrontations. But they dont all have to end badly right? IDK, lately my mind....its been off. Im so confused. I need help. I hate confrontations but people always wanna pick a fight with me. Well you know what? I DONT GOT TIME FOR IT! So just back the hell off and lower your voice when you talk to me! I hate when people try to run all up and down me. I hate when people judge me. Forget yall! I got better things to do, like take my pills (Prozac). My mind is melting down and I DEFINTELY dont need it from you right now. And DONT try to apologize right now cause you outta line. GOODNITE!