Swine Flu and other News

Hey...its been a while it seems. Im sick, been sick for a few days now...possibly swine flu, who knows lol Im also very hungry and it sucks...i should get up and literally make a midnite snack but I just dont feel like it.....ughhhhhh

What to write about.....

Im so tired. I been out alllll day tryna take some pictures for class tomorrow. I went to Savannah earlier than normal. I wanted to go to Forsyth Park and take some nice pics but it didnt work out. SOOO I drove from Savannah to Hilton Head to go to the beach. Cant go wrong with the beach right? WRONG! LOL no parking :( I was pretty pissed....so I had to rush home and fet ready for class. I drove back to Savannah and picked up a friend at Arnold Hall. Then we went to the library to work on 'group projects' and stuff. Afterwards I went to McDonalds and was fat like bastard. Now Im at Sharif''s house and his mom just gave me chips LOL cool peoples......yeah....this random blog has been brought to you by Terrence McSnilwar.........

International Muzik for a Future Album?

Hey ya'll, still not fully back yet lol I been thinking bout MUZIKKKKKKK lol

My Discography

• Love Letters
• The Introspection of ViN
• The Embassy

Most of you know bout the first two albums but The Embassy is probally new. The Embassy is like my 'international' album. It's for everybody. It's gonna be EPIC. I want music from ALL OVER THE WORLD laced with a hip hop vibe. I'm talkin Swedish, Ethiopian, Australian, Chinese, Japense, Icelandic, German, etc.

If by then I'm famous *pause for laughter* I want some big INTERNATIONAL names on there. Names like M.I.A., Bjork, K'naan, Yo Yo Ma and Bob Marley. YES Bob Marley, maybe I'll sample the legend. Like I said, it's gonna be EPIC.

But as for now, I got new muzik coming soon. UGHH I can't wait for Spring Break so I can RECORD AGAIN lol

Stay tuned.......................................

Terry Rawlins Spotted on the Corner Spitting that Fire..........

Terry Rawlins, the artist also known as ViN Rawli, was spotted AGAIN today on the corner spitting that hot ish amongst a group of people. We managed to get in writing what the "Bliss" artist had to say:

Trigger Mike got me hip to the Blogger
I left Myspace, hopped across like Frogger
Jumped Ship like the Brothers called Lawrence
and changed platforms cause "I'm so importance"

The illiterate "literary master"
Wrecks up your set like a natural disaster
Yeah talk about changin platforms
Like Super Mario, side-scrolling through my Black Storm

And GMoney is a beast
The only nucca I know who can go West but end East
ViN Rawli bout to rise like yeast
Cause I'm about my bread so nucca lets eat

Zayyyvier, Reefa and Shyne?
Yall dont wanna battle cause my people on the grind
All the time. The zones are all mine.
Quarter to three? No, ten after nine.
Nucca!

Unfortunately we were not able to get an interview with the man. He keeps popping up like spam in the system and we can't get rid of him.

Editor's Note: All these sightings must mean one thing.....

More Terry Rawlins Sightings.....

HAHAHA wow another blog post from yours truly? Yeah...I'm in class thinkin bout life....and goin to the gym at 230ish.....and what I'm gonna eat lol But fo real though, gotta get right for the summer considering I'm tagging along on my lil bro's Senior Trip down the street to the beach lol ALL I KNOW IS I dont wanna be lookin like no beached whale or Britney Spears performing Gimme More at the VMAs that year.....(shout out to Brit Brit by the way, we see you guuu'l).

The return? It's comin soon, you'll see ;) Alotta changes are coming so be on the look out. Waiting for ViN Rawli's return is like waiting for Santa Claus AFTER they officially changed the date of Christmas and didnt inform nobody. In other words, you wont know when the hell I'm comin back lol Just stay tuned.





***SPOILER***
I will have a new song too! And some other 'new' things. Peace

The Return of the Jedi formally known as Terry Rawlins?

Well not exactly....LOL What's good friends, fans and haters? It's been tooooo long since I posted a blog. This isn't the offical 'REOPENING' or nothing. This is the press conference before all that ish. Picture me in my big ol' chinchilla coat via Designs by Cruella (DeVille) and my big ol' stunna shades by E40. "Life's been rough...and like Chris Brown, I too have found the Lord and am seeking the support of the church and blahblahblah yaddi yoda yodelay-hee-hoo." Something interesting happened to me today. Every now and then God blesses me with a gift, a power, a mutation. Like for a while I would have precognitive thoughts (look it up) like ESP and ish. TODAY I think he gave me the gift of exorcism.....LMFAO! ok ok STOP laughing nucca! It's more like the exorcism of machines and ish. Ex. Laptops (damn ghosts in the systems). But anyways, as some of you know, my old laptop went KA-PUT like a year ago. But for some reason today....idk, I felt like testing it out. And what do ya know? The things started running. Im over here gettin all excited and ish. Then it came to the login and I'm gettin really hyphy (Shout out to E40, thanks for the stunnas). And guess what? It wouldnt let me login! LOL Yeah as my brother GMoney once said 'Yeah...this aint one of them types of stories.' But before you say "FAIL!" like I know most of you are about to do, I decided that I AINT GON HAVE THAT. So I called on the name of JESUS, ha, and I stopped worryin about it, ha, I figured, LORD? ha LORRRRD? ha You allowed Jesus, ha to raise Lazurus from the dead, ha, Oh come on yall, yall dont wanna have chuuuch up in herrre, ha! He raiiiised Lazurus, ha, yall know the story!!! So surely, ha, SURRRELY, ha, he can gimme the strength, ha to bring this computer, ha, back to life ha, Can I get a witness??? If you love him lemme hear you say YEAHHH! ha If you love him lemme hear you say HALLELUJAHH!! ha Aint he alrite? Ahhhhhh!

*reporters staring at me with a blank face in the conference room as I catch the Holy Ghost and dance to the unheard music*

......yeahhhh....so we back from commercial break. Expect the 'return' really soon. I won't give you a date cause then people will hold me to it and I really don't feel like cursing you out SO yeah, stay tuned. I love ya! Peace.

-ViN Rawli/Terrence McSnilwar

Beastin'

I drop bars but dont make the mistake
I aint the poor nicca in the showers bout to get raped
I murk yall in your own court
This aint even rappin but I'm beastin in YOUR sport

Surprise! Bet you aint seen it comin
Like a delayed orgasm, I confuse and then sumthin
I got what you wantin and then sumthin
Way after the show ya'll still humpin

Gat dog, I be killin you poodles
Couldnt afford Chinese so I'm cookin me some Ramen Noodles
I throw rocks cause I keep em in stock
Come prepared cause I leave you shocked, and ya folks watch

Papa-Razzi, Mama Yahtzee
Anyway I spell it you niccas cant stop me
I get star struck and don't give a f***
So you wish upon me and think I give luck

Supa Villain

Supa Villain, not to be confused with the unreleased song that I've been workin on for like 87 years now LOL

Sometimes....I wanna just be BAD. Giving a damn about stuff that dont give a damn about me just aint workin for me right now. I wanna be my alter ego, Terrence Maestrodomus McSnilwar, most powerful conductor of musical mayhem in all the universe (LOL). But fo real though, bein good is messed up sometimes. Yeah bein bad has its problems too (like goin to jail, getting killed etc) but at least the bad guy can say he did exactly what he wanted to do when he dies.

I just hate bein the only sensible person around me. Sometimes I feel all alone. Sometimes I feel like no one understands me. I hate everthing right now, everything is just too much, its annoying. Maybe I should go blow something up. Maybe that will make me feel better.

Whats your occupation?

Imma Soundscaper, soon to be high roller
Imma take over the radio, call me the air traffic controller
Killin em softly like shhhh! Im goin bounty huntin
And Im always on target like can I help you find somethin?

Yo! That was so sick but I am not a doctor
Nor a physician, nor mathematician, part time magician
Presto chango yo lango when you comin at me
Maybe I'll be your friend, give you a tip, when I see you workin at Zaxby's

Whats your occupation?

It's Kinda Nice....

Wow it's a beautiful sight seein all my friends, well most of them, doin their blog thang. I hope we can keep this up and continue commenting each others thoughts. It feels kinda good =]

After a looooong day at school, with a dead cell phone and a headache, Im about to drive to Beaufort to get my dad >=[ but I'll be iight. Im just lookin forward to Wild Wings later on, Im starving lol

Remind me to do a blog about DREAMS later, if I forget. Laterz

Music Update

AYOOOOOO! I'm excited bout a few new projects that I'm working on. The next release on iTunes will showcase more of my musical talents in multiple genres. They include the rockin' sounds of For You, the piano-pop club bangin LIFE, and the auto-tuned diss track YodelBoxx. Three strong solid tracks that reveal my talents as a producer AND an MC. Ya'll might have known I could rap but I rather be credited with, well the CREDITS, the writing parts. I'm a writer, always have been, always will be. I love writing rhymes. Its fun. Love whatchu do, no matter what it is. Thats the only way to find happiness.

Speakin of that, my mood swings Ive been having lately....they come and go. Its so weird. Maybe its cause school is whoopin my behind. Maybe its cause I'm broke as a joke. OR maybe its cause Im hiding a secret thats eating away at me...Or maybe its all of the above. It doesnt feel good, I dont feel good. Failing grades, not having enough money for a McChicken, not living MY life because Im afraid of what they people may say....its a tough battle. AND Im prego remember?? LOL Just wanted to make you smile.

But yeah keep checking for my new music. Go to www.SoundClick.com/ViNRawliMuzik

Musical Vision

I got so many ideas when it comes to music. I love hybrid music, I love crossing genres, crossing boundaries and stuff. If done right, it sounds amazing. I wanna eventually do an album of covers. Here's some of the songs I wanna do (in no particular order):

1. Is This Love? and/or We Jammin' by Bob Marley
2. When Dove's Cry by Prince
3. Cherish the Day and/or No Ordinary Love by Sade

Thats all I got for now lmao

I swear I'm hot and cold

Lately....idk whats been up with me. I keep having these mood swings. Depression, rage, random happiness, its all so confusing. I think.....I'm pregnant. It's kinda scary LMAO Naw but for real, something is definitely wrong with me...I just wish I knew what that something was...

Depression

I feel depression like an unwanted question
I answer peacefully, such a warm expression
I hide my feelings cause theyre not appealing
Beautiful liar or the ugly truth, see what I'm dealin

With, its complex like the matrix
My mind is spinning like tornado sex
I guess I'm feeling like you disrespect
Me, but see I deal with it and I regret.....

Random BlahBlahBlahs Pt. 2

My eyes are half closed as I type this. I need sleep but I just can't seem to force myself to start the 'sleep process.' I got school in the morning....don't remind me. I love art school don't get me wrong. It's just tooooooo damn expensive. It's one thing for the tuition to be outrageous, cause I'll be payin back these loans. But unlike regular college students I gotta buy overpriced books AND art supplies. It's hard not having a job but it would be even harder having a job. I need money cause this ain't working out.

I just want to go to sleep for a verrrry loooooong time...........and then wake up and everything will be perfect. But of course...

Bush f***ed this economy up. I don't care what nobody says. This war is so STUPID. WTF are we spending money on?? I feel blessed to be able to witness history. President Barak Obama. WOW.

I hate feeling ignored. That's how I feel right now. Ignorned and forgotten and it doesn't feel too good. I keep having these dreams....just dreams about someone special to me. And its getting kinda annoying. A constant reminder of stuff I dont want to talk about. I need a Dreamcatcher or somethin cause this ish ain't workin out. I mean why should I give a damn about someone who doesnt give a damn about me? Ya know?

I...........need sleep.....zzZ

New Day

Good Morning! I woke up feeling fresh and that's not normal for me. Usually when I wake up, I'm still tired LOL But not today. I don't know what it is...

Love Letters is comin along pretty good. I woulda been recording vocals all last week but I was sick and my voice was SHOT. So now that I'm better, I'll be prepping this new single and it's B-Side.

I had a dream last night about someone and it's kinda weird...lol Imma have to call my shrink aka Dr. Shanae Jackson to see what she thinks.

Got school today and I'm ready for it. I'm taking an art histroy type course and at first I thought it was boring as hell but now that I'm into and paying even clsoer attention and reading it more, its actually pretty interesting. The key is staying on top of the work/reading.

I found one of my long lost friends. I need to chill with her sometime. Maybe she can do my hair and we'll watch Madea and then go get some Chinese food LMAO

Alrite, I gotta get dressed. BUH BYE

Untitled

I had sucha fun time tonite at Wild Wings with my peoples. It was a good distraction from SCHOOL. Ive been sick all week so ya know =[ BUY MY SONG ON iTUNES and MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!!! Search for ViN Rawli.

I hopelessly stare at you. Hoping....waiting....thinking "just maybe"....Naw, it'll never work, hell it can't work out.

Why do people stop talking to one another? I lost two friends recently. One wasn't my fault and the other, well, that technically wasn't my fault either. But I didn't have to react the way I did. But I mean, you would get mad too if you constantly TRY to be someone's friend and they don't even care or give nothing back to the so-called-relationship. UGH I'm tired of feeling neglected and unappreciated. If you never felt this way before, let me tell you, it's not a good feeling. My feelings get hurt too you know.

I know I said I was leaving alotta stuff in 2008 but dag it's hard letting go sometimes.

Especially when I don't wanna give you up.

Hate

1. I hate it when people discriminate against other people.
2. I hate prejudice, racism, sexism, homophobia, come on this is the 21st Century after all.
3. I hate feeling used.
4. I hate that things turn out the way they do but what can I do to fix it?
5. I hate hate.
6. I hate loving someone who doesn't care.
7. I hate struggling.
8. I hate you but I don't mean it.
9. I hate being judged, misunderstood and persecuted.
10. I just hate how you don't want to understand.

Random BlahBlahBlahs

1. Things are kinda weird right now.
2. I am a hardworker.
3. I am a hardworker but it's so much easier for me to be lazy.
4. I can't keep denying the way I feel about you.
5. I am excited about my song being on iTunes.
6. I should be in jail.
7. I should be in Hell.
8. I give the best of me and all I get in return is heartache.
9. You have some nerve.
10. I wish I could make it better for you but I can't.

Acceptance

I'm gonna fail this test so bad. And I'm gonna fail the class too. Acceptance.

Target doesn't want me back. They were using me the whole time. Acceptance.

I can't trust my own friend? Something just ain't right about that situation and I will get to the bottom of it. Acceptance.

I won't get no sleep until tomorrow night. Acceptance.

You can't bootleg everything. Acceptance.

I'm broke. I'm penniless. Acceptance.

Love Letters must be a huge success. Or else. Acceptance.